It just hurts that much

I wake in the morning and wonder why you're not there.
I go outside and wonder why you're not there.
I dial the phone and wonder why you're not there.
I travel the country and wonder why you're not there.
I come home and wonder why you're not there.
I go to your house and wonder why you're not there.
I visit our old haunts and wonder why you're not there.
I walk down the street and wonder why you're not there.
I stroll past our restaurant and wonder why you're not there.
I look out the window and wonder why you're not there.
I go to the movies and wonder why you're not there.
I sit in class and wonder why you're not there.
I fly to the moon and wonder why you're not there.
I come back to earth and wonder why you're not there.
I open my eyes and wonder why you're not there.
I fall asleep at night and wonder why you're not there.
I dream of being awake and wonder why you're not there.
I dream of being at your house and wonder why you're not there.
I dream of walking down the street and wonder why you're not there.
I dream of coming home and wonder why you're not there.
I wake in the morning and wonder why you're not there.